Deep in the Recesses of my Mind, the Play of Consciousness Beckons.



1) I wanted to share two events that occurred in the most recent times. I’ve had many experiences, but these were getting my attention, to say the least, to an awakened heart. I find myself becoming with delight and into future’s Light in Bliss, now; yet again. One was in deep meditation occurring in 2017. I was in a ‘Bubble,” floating and bopping away, as though I was actually weightless in Space to come my way. She came to me. Had no idea who the Diety was. And never heard Her name. She was and is a form of Durga Maa, who I have a devotion to as Chandi.

2) The other was just in the morning a few days ago, that took me to that same silent space, in space, beyond… oh yeah! I took a look-see, but nobody was home. Oh, it was beautiful, and all to myself. I hope you enjoy this as I still do each morning, in my Sadhana!

Deep in the recesses of my mind, the play of consciousness beckons.

Oh, Divine Oneness in all things, I can’t help wonder Who You Are Beyond, Beyond.

Beyond the dark horizons, I see nothing but clear space, black space. I seem to be in a placement setting that allows me to dance within. This flow of wakefulness that stirs the grateful heart, doing what silent does, offers her stillness; yet dynamic power of consciousness that alludes to the fulfillment of I am.

I see far, far, away, I saw the Divine Mother, mistaking her to be Shiva, far in the distance.

The indweller of the house, oh yes, the Self. The reverberation of the Self, the owner of the house Is there brilliantly lit within. Shiva, is that you? You’re floating away from me and now coming towards me, closer and closer you become, not Shiva! Who are you, I asked?

Who are you? I asked in this lonely dwelling place.

The innermost being is seen reverberating inside a bubble where I am watchful, floating through this inquiring, yet still infinite mind. It is Cit, and the true essence of my wakefulness, the element that is beyond knowing that I am to touch the unknown. Come and see, stay, don’t go! Stay!

Again, I ask? Who are you? I don’t know who you are!

After a brief pause, this was the response,

I am called Bhuvaneshwari, They call me Bhuvaneshwari. Saying nothing more, she simply left!

I am Dancing and laughing radiant beauty, intoxicated with love, and ecstatic Bliss. But, wait, don’t go, I said, leaving me as you came, Mother? I watched as you left. Your deep Meditative Bliss was awesome to see…

Mother, you came to remind me where I am, to be, in this Leela of divine ecstatic dance where I shall return, Oh ViKunta Narayana, Oh Heavenly Abode. So, where has the darkness gone? Oh, my love…; oh, silence, oh silence, stillness… I am.


Transcendence on the Move:

It is a long way to Brahma’s Cave; you will never know what is going to be there when you arrive! If you get there?

Metaphorically speaking, one could be flying from one place to another, whether in the physical body or not, and get caught off guard. Simply put, being taken for a ride in this life has the potential to lead one in revealing deeper and significant inner meaning through the experience! I am having wind of it at the experiential as well as the existential levels from the divine guru within.

So, let us talk about being on the move for a moment. I got shifted from Fresno, Ca. where hot is not my forte, back to Portland, OR, where cool is in vogue. Who knows how long this trip is going to last? I do know that what has continued throughout my life, continues the inner transformative nature returning ‘home.’ Home BEING the inner nature of Self.

Nevertheless, I got my [cosmic]transition papers in order. Looking at them very gently! During this transition time, we all are on the move, taking a hop, skip, and a jump from one dynamic to another in a big way in life and in death. No doubt, you are listening to the ‘inner’ journey too! The in-between time is the hardest!

“What-up with tat!!

The in-between time of experiencing the “Bar do” as we understand it in the Tibetan tradition, gives us a glimpse of the path of the unconscious potentiality ready to be fulfilled. It is time to let go of the ‘baggage’ of our in-between storehouse of consciousness, rearranging or one that we are constantly re-calibrating the inner movement to knowing and perhaps to not what direction or course we are to take? We know that this is Karma in the rough!

We are in effect, resolving old collective karmas once and for all, hopefully. ~ Our karmas of the ancestral nature of this life on this earth plane happened once before, remember; the ‘Spanish Pandemic.?’ We are needing to bridge and to change this ‘social-construct’ that is no longer ours to hold, no longer needing to ‘block’ the path to Self. But we humans have not understood the lesson. Instead, the ‘Pandemic’ has returned, that we are now being forced to see a different face, La Corona-19. It is the right time to seek out ‘clarity’ which insight is required, that Wisdom can be shown…it is the right time!! We can see this happen on the environmental level these past years, as well as the political, and financial levels too! Shame! No longer can we afford to hold on to old wineskins, lest we become drunk with chaos. They (wineskins) will break

If you are seeking clarity in your life, yearn to know and see your innermost Light to Self, to integrate the path to Brahma’s Cave that is to the journey bridging your peace of mind, and spirit of being in life. What is holding us back will keep us from living our potentials, that the nature of the source; Brahma’s Cave or Christ Consciousness, if you will, is our Light! From Darkness to Light, still your mind, taste and see!

E. Narayan del Arroyo


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